My very first memory of what I wanted to be was wanting to be a bookshop owner. I remember sitting at the picnic table at the campground drawing out “my shop” and lining the walls with my own books. I loved books when I was younger. I had a whole slew a friends in those books. And I got to take them on vacation with me every year. good times. I think I also wanted to be a writer. I spent a lot of time writing short stories and poetry. In high school I was determined to be an actress. {lol} I ended up going to MSU as a history major, wanting to be a museum curator….or a history teacher {but I also took a theater production class there, too}.

These days I just feel the need to do something fun…something creative, although I consider myself neither fun nor creative. But I guess that’s my biggest problem; not believing in myself enough and for a girl whose self-esteem isn’t really that low, I think that’s surprising. I do tend to compare myself to other people too much.

Anyway…I’m off from work 3 days since I worked all last weekend. I’m still on as management for the next couple of weeks which is what made me so upset yesterday. I just want my office back 🙁 I’m really tired of dealing with cheap people and cleaning yucky toilets because it’s just too disgusting to ask anyone else to do it. Y U C K.

Yesterday was a better food day…..I didn’t feel starved 🙂 I did buy the fish oil tablets, but forgot to take them 🙂 I’ll take one as soon as this post is put to bed. Hang in there with your points, Liz….that’s the good thing about having another day…you can make better decisions and get back on track. That S’more recipe sounds so good….I’ll try it out at the campground this weekend. That’s where I’m headed. To mom’s to spend time with the fam and Tyler.

Hope you all have a great weekend!
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