I’m obsessed with my camera. I’m obsessed with taking my own photograph. I’m obsessed with wanting the world to know how happy my heart feels.
I’ve had this camera for awhile now. I use it almost every day. I just now figured out how to change the picture resolution so that it doesn’t take nine years to upload my pics to my photosharing sites.
The Desperate Search for myself includes trying to find a picture that captures how I feel about myself. Most days I’m okay with how I look…there’s still a ton of things I would change about myself. There are times though, like today, where I wouldn’t change a thing. I attribute this feeling to recent events…it’s a good thing to feel loved..and I think it shows.
Which…leads me to my last obsession. I’m not quite ready to send this little obsessive morsel into the abyss of the www. but let me just say that if my life were a movie…it would definitely be a romance/drama/chick flick all rolled into one.